I dont know what to do, everything seems so silly. Let see, I got something I really wanna do but the time aren't right yet. I had something I really wanna get but I can't get it yet. I had something I must do, but when doing it my heart ran away. I always say but never had done. Spirit is willing but flesh is dead. How much I hated myself for this. Switch subject, ok I came across this kid's story and watch some movie. Yes, part of them contain romance, but really I had to say it is damn senseless. Let us concentrate this issue on fan-fiction. Some original characters from some shows and some author created characters together. The came the senseless LOVE. Boy (original man character) meets girl (author created). The girl is new and just for the fun of the author, the girl had some sad past. Then there have these hints of matchmaking. For crying out loud, they met the first day and it's still contain hugging. Well do you see this in the really life? Walking in the street, walk... walk ... walk... , meet stranger, known his or her sad past and then 'proof' equal both hugging and mostly the guys and girls then said his or hers weird feeling through this 'event'. As 'IF' ! Creepy. Ok, I wounldn't said too much about this, maybe part of it reflected what I do during my childhood in my childhood mind. Playing figures, creating plots, girl boy meet for first time, accepting each other, some love obstacles, somebody had a break heart (just for the fun of it) then happy end. Or you could go the other way, girl boy childhood friends, keep fighting when small, but one of them realized thier own feeling towards the opposite sex, but doesn't admit. Love rivals, some event of being together and happy ending. Or something like Romeo and Juliet, both died together in the end. Ok, as I tried to respect everyone points of view or favourite event in whatever 'love situation'. I tried to remind myself of not being such fool in making this, it would be nightmare! Road in life is never straight, love makes it worse (that kind of 'love' ). Try my best to remind myself never through comic of writing fiction to write something stupid as that. Living as totally annoying or the most ignorant, whatever I said never make sense! something is wrong with me and I don't know it. May insanity continues.....
--Ylbmik--
this is what i recieve by someone when i walking back home ^^
anyway..it jus for fun~ =p
L@mmy~
